I was lucky enough to have won two tickets to the game on Saturday, and it was with high hopes and the familiar swell of pride that I walked into those hallowed red stands. The only thing the ensuing 90 minutes taught me was the answer to that old question “would you rather watch the game from home and have your team win, or watch live and not know the result” – always the win. Always the three points. Because we don’t seem able to do it on our own, so we’re going to need all the divine intervention we can get.
Saturday was a potluck of mishaps, bad luck and an overwhelmingly underwhelming display. The 4-2 derby demolishing was less than a month ago, but it feels an age away from the United I saw. To be fair, the first half wasn’t that bad – there was a complete domination in terms of possession and the team kept on pressing higher, van Persie in particular gunning for goal, to the point that there hung in the air an almost palatable sense that it was coming. Frustrating to watch, yes, but comfortable, in terms of knowing that there could only be one result.
The second half begun with what I can only describe as a scramble akin to families desperately clawing at precious commodities on Black Friday sales. West Brom immediately had two shots on goal and once again only the confidence of de Gea prevented anything from going in. There was absolutely no comfort here – just frustration, just me shouting “COME ON, FOR F-‘S SAKE” until my voice started to crack. The free kick given was accompanied by a sinking feeling and completely justified. And it seems that in the span of just three weeks teams have worked out how to play against this once-dominant United team – wait for a goal, either from mistake / counter attack / set piece – then park the bus. And West Brom did that to the letter.
I don’t usually like to blame the referee, because I believe that first and foremost a team has to accept its failings and take responsibility for its own performance. But it would be impossible to go by without having a word on Anthony Taylor, who was simply appalling and had the stadium chanting “the referee is shite”. I think he missed at least three fouls committed by West Brom on United, most of which would have been free kicks in dangerous positions, and a penalty appeal before the second one was given. Of course, I haven’t seen the TV version and everything was happening real time, so some of the decisions I thought were wrong might have been right, but it still felt like ‘play on’ was being used exclusively at the expense of United.
To give credit where it’s due, West Brom defended well and had an excellent goalkeeper. I think there was a great van Persie – or was it McNair, who was predictably out of position? (I say that with affection) – effort saved brilliantly, and a couple more that would/should have gone in. Still, given the potential of the lineup, I was expecting much, much more from the team. A lot of it had to do with positions, and I will never for the life of me understand why I saw van Persie more behind the halfway line than beyond it. The same could be said for Rooney, while Fellaini was always up in front. Yes, Fellaini’s big and we need him in the box, but surely we should be playing actual strikers in front and midfielders behind? It’s no coincidence our slumps come around when Rooney’s playing midfield and vice versa. I hope that’s something van Gaal sorts out soon.
Central to the game, of course, was the penalty which really should’ve gone in and levelled at least. I understand the mentality behind giving van Persie the penalty – he needs a boost of confidence, needs it fast, and there’s nothing like a penalty to do that. But all the same, if you’re 1-0 down in a game you have to win, this is not a time to be taking gambles for the sake of confidence. It has to go to someone you know will put it in, and Rooney was the man to do it. Instead it means three points slipped, van Persie with even more shattered confidence, and a team reeling from three straight defeats.
United needs to win at least two games from the next three to guarantee fourth spot without bringing Liverpool into consideration, and it’s starting to make me nervous that we might not be able to pull it out of the hat – particularly if Liverpool start grinding out wins and if this bad bounce continues. I mentioned sometime ago that United seem to be a team very dependent on their run of form and confidence, and it’s definitely lacking right now. From the second half onwards, and especially past the goal, there was no sense of being able to come back the way there was against City. Palace away will be difficult, Arsenal in the form they’re in as well. But this is something that we have to do.
A few observations on the sentimental and emotional side. On the day itself Rio Ferdinand made a statement his wife, Rebecca, who’d passed away from cancer. It was sudden and awful – and cancer really is the most awful disease. Before the game even started, chants of Ri-o swept the stadium – old fans, new fans alike – and it sent shivers down my spine, knowing how football bands together like this, to support one of our own (who will always be one of our own). At the fifth minute, everyone – even West Brom fans – stood up and applauded. Just applauded, occasionally chanting his name. I don’t know if he saw it, but that’s not important – what was important was that we showed how life transcended football, and indeed how football brings about a respect and reverence for life. I pretty much cried because of how moving and poignant the display was, and I want to thank United fans for doing that.
As probably everyone knows it was the first return to Old Trafford for Darren Fletcher, who was really one of my favourites and a perennial United crowd favourite as well. He got a rapturous welcome which he deserved, and I was touched that he stayed on at the end of the game – once everyone else had gone off the pitch – to applaud the Stretford End. It was proper respect and love for the fans and the club, and speaks for how much he still cares. Which is more than I can say for a certain someone who shares his initials with Doctor Who, but I’m not going to mention any names. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
United will not go for two seasons without European football. It’s simply not in the club’s DNA. I know I have my doubts, but all the same there is a little part of me inside, a miniscule figure standing somewhere in the left ventricle painted red and waving the United flag. “We’ll never die,” it’s singing. And we won’t. Defeats just mean a wake-up call and something that United must respond to. For now, the fans must rally behind and believe that they will.